counting days...10 days to go

Ok, now i just realize
July has already showed his face
And that's mean only 10 days to go
But I'm still here
busy with my prp life
Doing all stressing stuffs

i want to go back home
Relax and prepare for that day
But
I can't

Can't wait for next thursday
I will leave all stress away
Forget all work stuffs for a while
And enjoying a moment of my life


Patiently wait for another 10 days to come...
:DD

I'm losing my focus...I can't be multitasking...dunno why...Still trying to fix it...BTW,

It will be another 26 days to that day...
A lot more have to be done...
And have to be think...
Need to finish the reading...
Cause already make a promise...
Ya Allah ease my way...
Guide us...

14/5/2011

Another step is taken today....
What is it?
Applying cuti....
and it is approved...
:D

8/5/2011

Today we decide to announce the date to our exschoolmates...
And I'm waiting nervously their responds...
Ya Allah.... Help us in every steps we take...
Ya Allah....Guide us in every decision we need to make....
Ya Allah...bless us every moment in our life....
Only to You, Ya Allah...
And Only for You....

My friends start asking what I feel...
Frankly speaking, I'm not sure...
But I'm really nervous...
And I really hope to be a good wife and build a really good family here and there.
Help me Ya Allah..Help us....
Tawakal n doa always..
La tahzan . Innallah maana

counting months, weeks n days....

Today....
another 2 months n five days to that day....
I am still not sure how I feel as too many things to do...
Because I'm too busy with my work...
Allah please ease our way...
Help every single step we take...
Bless every effort we make...
Only You can help us...

???

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